played candles 
Morning wake up by xingan call lahhs deys , didnt meet baby today ):
around 8plus sister called me i forget to bring hoodies to school i'm so cold !
waitied for sister at the gate they step cute all wear slipper come .__.
went back classroom awhile went hall and went back class again wasting my enerdy
lorhs KNS ! had our lesson as normal recess was late as Elisamei&me having F&N things
so come down late settle things with her this is the last chance i dont wish will
happened again . After makan i saw baby and his face WAH , all thanks to me
make till his face scare like fck Sorry baby ): chatted awhile then the kuppo come
extra lahhs nabei , went to look for sister went back class had CPA lesson
doing workbook but i'm writing letter for baby (:
Science lesson damm fckign bored i wanna sleep copying those words in the sheet then
those guys make so muchh noise till we had tostay for another 12mins after school .
ASSHOLE copying and copying till my hands cramp bodoh ~ after school went canteen
look for baby and sister went toilet lorhs then i went over to my house voickdeck
there sister went cynthiaMei hse there i should know what ahdear want do .
so i went home stomach pain like hell dont know why i rest at my bedd then went down
look for baby&kuppo sua sua saw DOG ! hahahahs then went o senja grand had our lunch
umar&co come then go . went carpark played candles i found many many box at there
so took and play non-stop hahahas (:
slacked at shetter baby di-siao people laugh till siao baby send me home around 5pm
bath and watched TV . 6plus went to take a short nap and i dream about the past
MyGosh i faster wake up and dont dare to sleep again the feeling sucks Sigh):
Hmms , i found out somethings (:
if i'm not wrong someone is jealous my dearest Patrick&her Boyfriend together
please if you all had somethings to said come right infonrt of us and said it out loud
dont need gossipe behind people back you are just make people hate you instead of
loving you (: stop those craps he belong to Kimebrly so if you are trying to make them
broke up Hahahhas you will see what will happened to you .
i had to wrote this for my ahdear JudyNeoHuiQin .
i dont wanna said right infonrt of your face i'm sure your tears will just
roll down non-stop so let me tell you here better (:
Ahdear , i know you had wait for hym is around half a months
but he give you a hurtful ans but please dont because of hym your world endd
with black&white alright , Sisters are here to make your world with colourful
colour and not black and white !
you told me thousand of times you had give up on him i'm so happy to hear it
course i'm sure you wont get hurt anymore but you are still waiting and now
finally you got that FCKING ans . You done so much just for him but did he know
anythings ? he told you :" he dont like ahlian types" and what you do ?
you let go all your pericing and did he know about this , he did concern about age
gaps but i dont believe such things at all if he is really love you he dotn need
to look at age at all .
The keychain you brought and hang it at your bags all the
times but suddenly it gone lost that moment you went over everywhere just to look
for the keychian i try to stop you but will you listen to me , Just a keychian its
seem so important to you BUT did he treat you as important as this before ?
i knew from the starting both of you got crush he told you he love you you are
happy but after some weeks and months past by did you realise he changing to another
person you never meet before . Pleae my dear you are not the only one get hrut
i gone throught so many things and you saw how much hurts i get that times .
pleae i dont want you to get those hurts like me before he treat you for granted all
the bloody times he didn't treasure you ! my heart will get hurt just because of you
alright ., ahdear listen to me ! start all over again i'm sure you can get a better
one then HIM . its hard to let go but i'm sure you can do it stop thinking about
him delete all his message he send you those sweet and bittter delete all and pull
yourselves up from the darkness again . Sigh):
你是我的唯一 .
Till the last rose die
Till the last rose die
