Now what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on , Without you there's no place to belong
There will be no tears to cry On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye .


woke up at 6.50am perpare and called KimberlyMEI !
she still at home so i called ahDEAR to meet me first ,
she reach my hse dwnstair saem gose to Kimberly&Cynthia they reach
skool liao .went up class first elisa cum skool wif Diana &&
Babe came skool today and he keep giveing me a stupid smile make me -.=
P.E } playing basketball wif 5Loves&Diana FUNN (:
English } damm fcking bored lahhx doing the worksheet the whole 1hrs
Recess } gossipe around ;D
Maths } talking and walking around in class Mei make cynthia cry
aiyoos she sae :"ni laobei shi" cry until walao her face damm red alright .
so went toilet wash her face and go art room make the dunnoe wad shite
until our table all brown in colour Hhahahas xD
after skool had our lunch and go for dance pratice and go band frm
4.15pm to 6.15pm went home perpare ten wait for Mei to hao !
she came under my blk meet me and headed to fajar cutt hair (:
finish cutting hair go Plaza ate LJS and buy my FBT ten walked home ,
slack and play at the playground Mei shoutting thosoe malay boys name
and laugh lyk fck lahhx dunnoe why ?!
so 10.30pm walked home was bored
chatting on fone now ! ((:
tml still have CCA frm 8am to 6pm WOOW ! damm longg la .

ME & KimberlyMEI !
ahDEAR&ME
Me and ahDEAR!


woke up perpare everytink still left 5mins so
wear my conten lens (:
went to meet my 5Loves and then go up to hall for assbemly ,
headed back to class and found out Babe didnt come skool !
WhatTheFck again ?! maths lesson 5loves was playing and singing(if i'm not wrong)
so i on my hp the song as ahDEAR was damm dulann lahhx !
to the girl fighting to get the boy frm my ahDEAR !
i know you dunnoe she like him but dunned we tell you , you
oso can see alright ! we are sister and you are trying to snatch sister
the boy ?! what kind of sister are you .
after Maths CPA teacher didnt come so slack lorhhx draw mani tink on my legs ;x
recess time - this is the first time lahhx !
we sitted down and eat didnt toke anytink lorhhx .
after that we headed back class was playing with water again (:
ten go for D&T , Mei&Me had finish doing our project ! WEETS .
2period of D&T ten went back class
english lesson get back paper teacher so naughtly arrhhx !
he lie to me he told me :" SINYI ! you are the only person fail ur english
in tis class" i shoutted :" WHAT THE ! "
ten teacher whisper to ahDEAR :" i bluff her"
Hhaahahahs xDD i got 38/50 not badd arrhhx .
do correction ten give back teacher lorrhhx , went hall again for
CD lesson 2.30dismiss went settle daiji bout my blogg spammer
alright ( i dont wan this kind of tink to happened too but
both of you force me to ! ) you hate me and i hate you back ! ;x
after settle is 4plus headed to Plaza wif ahDEAR and kimberlyMEI .
makan at KFC , joker make us laugh yeah^^
went NTUC as ahDEAR wanted buy FBT , so i'm so bored and kup
pockey , heolle kitty sweet & one bar of colcu wif ahDEAR ! (:
fcking deanKorh ! his finger nail damm long make until my
hand got blood ~ ASSHOLE !
after tat send ahDEAR to the bus interchage there , Mei&Me walked home
go up my hse nth to do and then Mei leave at 5.45pm (:
Night came and my mind change !
OhhMyFckingGodd , i'm thinking too muchh cant stop it x'(
My eyes can't hold back these painful tears ,
As I'm living today one of my biggest fears .

ahDEAR ! iloveyoutons x33


went skool as normal lahhx !
ten go up hall today Ms Ong called us out cause ytd we go ask sec1
qus and she tot we finding problems Lols-.=
so she asked some qus ten go in hall liao went lap
i failed my CPA ! one paper fail liao lorhhx . NeverMind xD
was damm cool lahhx ahDEAR and me touching here and there
went back class Mother Tongue lesson playing games
ten went recess was so crazy lahhx i forgot wad we done until
gng up class there tis FCKING malay girl acting lyk fck
she came to me and kaobei so i kaobei back lahhx , nabu ni mama shi lahhx !
anyway you oso dun understand wad is that OKAYS FINE !
lesson as normal got back my maths paper i pass (:
first times Hahahahahs xD all thanks to KimberlyMEI , after that
headed to Plaza had my lunch ten played at the staircase so funny lahhx
kimberly act one take vidoes making thoose tooupid voice .
4plus walked home slack at vodie deck talking Craps again ,
looking the letter he pass (: funny lahhx can see is not he write
and his sister write . went up to my hse seeing my blogg
how BEAUTIFUL it is ! (: ten called my jieh chatt .
night watching TV and blalablas~

TWINNY !
i'm sorry arrhhx , should ne going out with you
on satursday but ten have CCA cant make it ,
maybe i pon then go find you alright ?!
Hahahhahahs xD

Life without LOVE is nothing (:


woke up abit late lahhx today , 6.50am ten woke up
faster go perpare ten called KimberlyMEI she say gng reach liao
WTF ! i havent tie my hair so quickly tie liao go dwn (:
headed to skool on the way up to class , on of the teacher caught
my tail ?! skool cannot have tail mahhx -.=
went back classroom ten do the SS worksheet lorhxh .
he didn't came skool BOMBSTER ! he say he will come in the endd ... !
P.E lesson played badmition with ahDEAR and vollyball wif my MEI (:
was so funny lahhx ten the SHUN YUAN hit my head using the vollyball ,
damm fcking dulann ! walked to ART room was damm bored lahhx
went recess ten go back class D&T lesson i got back my paper (:
30/50 YEAH ! do my dunnoe wad wood ten so damm fcking suey alright !
same room wif DURIANN TANN TONG TONG ;x
mr lau today didnt came ten another teacher came take over ,
ohhs yah we was playing balls -.= funny lahhx
after skool went CCA , dance for the chinatown tink ten go for bandd
until 6.30pm was running so mani round alright !
ten do the step again onli 4of us for the flashcards , HELL man !
went back dance studio take our tink ten go hall band teacher let us
see the ballons at the end of the shwon we need to take de wah ! so bigg & cute xD
went home , bath& had my dinner xD
chatt on the fone .

You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped away my tears.
You were the one I took for granted
All those years.
Who will dry my tears when I cry ?
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见

SUPERMAN&SUPERWOMEN!
NothingLast
Fck off bytch ! yeah , i'm saying you (:


wake up around 10plus watched Guo Zhu Xiao Mei again (:
1plus ASSHOLE called me , he say meet 12.30pm so 12.05pm ten go
perpare , after doing thoose staff he reach liao so went dwn meet him
headed dwn to town again ! on the way at bus chatted wif SUPERMAN
she say wanted came dwn find us (:
so at far east makan liao walk walk ten go cine wait outside cheers .
she came ten kup cigg lorhhx that ASSHOLE wasting so mani times
alright ! standing at there act like a mordel-.= after buying superman wan smoke same
to us after tat peii superman go Makan (:
shopp around go dodo club brought my eyelask . go toilet helped superman to put .
she wanted eat cookies so she and leonard kup money
went back far east again , see our clothes lorhhx ten go dunnoe wad shopp
brought ear ring . 5plus headed home ba
headed to plaza awhile nehhx ten cabbed home xDD
reach home has my dinner and update my blogg .

你是我的唯一 .
Till the last rose die

ILOVEYOU!
Boy , iloveyou!
Kimberly beside me !
be mine forever .
Baby it you .
dont ever leave me again can ?
thoose beautiful lies
blue soda our loves (:
&Judy
ahDEAR
Mirror again (:


KimberlyMEI msg me and i woke up .
so blurr lahhx so go wash my face and blablabla ~
watched "Guo Zhu Xiao Mei" watch until never see time ten
mei saw 11plus came me hse i watch until 11.25am faster go bath liao
while make-up MEI reached leave my hse at 12.15pm
meeted ahDEAR 12.30pm at Lot.1 so i feel sometink werid
reach lot.1 faster go toilet lorhhx SO SUEY alright !
wented toilet gan sometink then , ahDEAR helped mei make up ten took
190headed down to town (: at bus was damm hot , ahDEAR and i felt so dizzy lahhx
reach liao go makan . after makan went looking for bagg
and three of us brought a different bagg (:
shopp around shop finish far east walked to cine ten nth to shopp too~
Mei decided to go marina ten remember that babe oso at marina msg him (:
so he say meet me at marina stair .HAHAHAHS xD
reached marina went around ten ahDEAR&Mei wanted drink starbucks coffee
ten babe come up look for us so he was smoking standing outside lahhx
helped Mei to drink cox they sae wan vomit i oso dunnoe why -.=
went out look for babe stand at there lorhhx ten ahdear say wan took picture
find a place sitted down ten they taking foto i listing to song , awhile
babe & co came (: they went buy water
ten got group of chinese boy shoutted give me your number
i was laughing ! Lols ltr Babe came again didnt toke so muchh lahhx
ahDEAR told me he hold
his sis hand and hugg !!! so FCK can ! forget it .
slack awhile lorhhx 6plus tooked bus home
at 960 group of malay guys sitted infornt of us , i on the song "My Heart"
then they will like we malay mahhx one of the
guy asked :" this want chinese song ?"
i reply:" no lahhx malay "
he:" you all malay ?"
we :" chinese"
he:" *pointed at kimberly* she malay ?
we:" no chinese."
he:"i want your number &hotmail&friendster
ahdear&Me:"*laughing* aiseh !
one of the guys oso asked for me number he seem like chinese but he speack malay ?
Lols-.= ten chat little bit nehhx lorrhhx i rmb his name is Hyper ba ...
reached panjang go Plaza alittle while and then walked home .
Mei send me home again ! xDD
reach home bath and then chatted on fone (:

i'm looking at thoose comment both of you writting
i was looking for 10mins and tears came out , i dunwan reply you
cause i dont want let you i'm crying alright .
not i want to bastard you can !
you keep on shoutting too stop there ~

morning woke up at 6.45am ten meeted 5Loves at 7.05am ((:
went skool study CPA and i dun understand at all lahhx ,
chitchatt ten wait for teacher to cum
CPA exam started at 7.45am to 8.45am finish at 8.10am
slp-ed and then 8.45am teacher collect the paper .
science was bored alright !
recess time buyed our food and ten went up class
Mei(kimberly) cry infornt of us and you know what ahDEAR and me feeling
was so pain lahhx ! i asked her dun cry and ask why ? she say
she saw that charbo and narzul *** eeeeyyyyyrrr !
english lesson ahDEAR and me went to take the files again ten give out
do filling again do the worksheet so diffcult can !
i didnt get correct at all , maths slacking lahhx !
teacher shoutting and we was laughing Lols-.=
teacher sae i veri rude so i reply REALLY ?!
and then throwing play and that kimberly ki-siao !
make us laugh and then ahDEAR playing with the light so CK go
hit the whiteboard ten teacher scold-.=
after skool headed home and perpare everythink
Kimberly,Elisa&Cynthia came up my hse first
2plus headed to Lot.1 then go makan first ten meet ahDEAR
outside aracde ten go buy ticket watched
"L change the world"
the shown started at 4.30pm so still early lahhx went toilet took
mani pic ten go in the cinemas thoose people sitted behind me
so kaobei can ! ahDEAR and me sae "walannn ehs diam diam nehhx !"
the shown is 2hrs so endded at 6.35pm
not badd lahhx the shown ((:
they went home KimberlyMEI&Me went plaza find that ASS !
he treat me LJS (: shared wif Mei
ten ass send as home took cabb playing inside the cabb lahhx !
2VS1 , funny lahhx (:
Leonard kenna bully by us until chiam chiam xP
slack at staircase Mei is trying to act like "L"
ten singg song tgt (:
mei send me home at 8.30pm bath and using computer !
tml gng town xDD
11plus i was watching the japan shown :"恋空"
what a sadd shown alright ! i brust out my tears x'(
watch finish the shown ay 1.27am (:

can see the colour ?
leonard son !
Elisa&Cynthia doing maths qus
Library !
MEI !
ahDEAR !
5loves-.x33


woke up 6.45am perpare until half ahDEAR
say wanted meet me early so chiong arrhhhx !
until 6.55am went dwn meet her she sae tat she reach early
duunwan ait for kimberly they all so cum meet me first (:
went skool go up class study our maths ten awhile they reach liao
listen to song until 7.45am start out D&T exam
the drawing so diffcult lahhx finish at 8.30am
slp awhile ten pass up the paper and went for D&T lesson -.=
cutted our woods and playing wif babe !
tooked babe bagg he was like so blurr blurr looking for it until he
saw i'm taking he smile at me and walk so fast so i run to canteen wif
Elisa and wait for both mei & ahDEAR they will at F&N
buy hao food sitted down and some shootkias shoot huihui bring hp
so asked tthoose dogg they dunwan reply i shoutted:"EHS !"
she cry? Lols-.= honggan lahhx like tat oso cry .
went back class look for babe and he looking at me frm the 2nd floor .
Hahahahhas xD
science lesson eyes contact with babe and throwing sweet around .
english = helped teacher to bring the files and filing all the
worksheet ! ((:
maths lesson = all of us study and asking teacher qus !
Lucky still got maths lesson oh else will @#$%^&*
last mins all so guai can and some of the boy fight throw the table !
FCK ! exam start at 1.20pm to 2.15pm
Hahhahas xDD thoose qus are just nw we do the so
i tink mym aths will pass (:
after tat babe went for soccer , headed to plaza
makan KFC (: chitt-chatting and go up library
sending songs and luahging around .
go mac outside talk lorhhx that ASS brought ice-cream for me !
5plus walked home and then kimberly came up my hse use computer
i go bath and wented down to buy my content lens
i brought hazel colour ! mani ppl say i wear like saem de so waste lahhx .
nbm , saving money to buy voilet or blue .
chatted on fone ((:

Everything happen's for a reason and the reason for mine , is you
it has been too long apart,
Though we knew it from the start,
The not knowing would be the hardest part.
To sit and wonder and have to wait,
Praying that it is not too late .


woke up at 6.45am perpare everythink and
called up my 5Loves no one pick my fone and i was
fcking dulann so called elisa she the only person pick my called
they say gng reach liao so went dwn find them (:
headed to skool , putted our bagg outside and then ,
science exam 1Hr woots ! last 2pg all dunnoe how to do so
was looking for ans and buey tahan liao anyhow do lorhhx so fail ;x
after exam it MotherTongue lesson got my papaer guess what ?!
i pass my chinese papaer ! Yeah ! (: got 30/50 .
ten correct thoose ans and took back the papaer , recess time
Babe come class find me and 5Loves locked me and him up in the classroom
waiting for shown ? NoNoNo.... Hahahahhs xD
after 5mins went for recess all my sec1 gamMei sitted infornt of me
they damm cute lahhx Ivy that little girl she smiling at me all the way xD
go up class and that Teacher , snatch away kim water
and kaobei like fck so i was saying :" water oso wan take and blabla"
she followed me to my class and class me up
so she saying:"act so bigg saying behind me say infornt of me"
and i was like please lahhx she had hear i dunwan waste my time talking to you!
she say me coward and i sae i coward ten u wardcow ?!
5Loves cant stop laughing cox of my standing-.=
went toilet and diao de teacher and the teacher look frm down to top
Lols-.= karr lann and went MP4 lesson had funn (:
went back class playing missed call with babe again he missed call me
14times . *keke* went for A&CE lesson damm bored lahhx .
ten go lap shoutting here&there playing with ahDEAR ! (:
dismiss and tot have detention for them de but charge to tml ?!
headed down to Plaza again saw babe ten go KFC makan
they helped me buyed and i pei judy go black black skinny for her sis .
makan for 45mins ? talking crap and i was playing wif my class people
name and make them laugh until tear drop rite ?
see i so good ! (:
went library slack and send songs ahDEAR went home wif her sister
ten kimberly,elisa&cynthia came my hse down stair slack
talk talk laugh laugh*
5plus went home lorhhx , mother cooked taken my dinner
study my Maths ten go down meet SUPERMAN go **** !
10mins came up and study again tml meeting 5LOVES ! ((:
I only wish that I could tell him now,
But do I ever dare to risk such shame,
Maybe I'll bury it; hold it in deep,
I don't know if I could deal with such pain
Remember the one who believed all your lies,
As you sit all alone, as you sit and you cry.
Remember the heart that was once your slave.
Remember the love that you gladly betrayed

just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go
you always choose to stay
i should be thankful for everyday
heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
i never believed untill now
i know il see you again im sure
one more night one more day one more smile on your face
but they cant take Yesterday


woke up at 6.50am perpare everything finish perparing then
go meet 5Loves(:
went skool was like fcking sot can !
MotherTongue today , HahahahsxD normal lahhx can pass ? ;x
after exam MT lesson do dunnoe wad "xi zi" ten went for recess
while eating Aidil come beside me i was like cnt eat finish lahhx
ten he went away i faster eat lorrhhx .
went back classroom CPA lesson go lap and that fcking ass frwen
said me i was damm dulann and dun reply him when he call me
soo help up with thoose ppl .
science lesson Kimberly,Elisa&Cynthia was late for class and
had detention tml until 3.30pm
hohohos xP lesson as normal playing missed call wif that BOY ! (:
english lesson totally suck lahhx __ it .
last lesson thoose soccor boy go for their lunch and onli
20plus ppl in our class ...
after skool go gernal ofice collect ahDEAR de hp ten
headed down to plaza makan at MAC ten go mac outside sit cox Mei didnt
eat she buy other food pei her eat finish liao go Library study our
science and then ahGIRL came and meet me ((:
awhile she go aracde ten we go home Mei&Me walked home
slack under my hse until 6.02pm she went off !
Wakakaka , bath liao spenting my times doing the pic and
paste on my wall final it finish i'm so tried and study my science again .

how i wish thoose words from your mouth
will always be the same .
World change people also change .
Hais x'(

Thing will never be the same w/o you .
I'm so sorry things turned out so bad,
My eyes can't hold back these painful tears,
As I'm living today one of my biggest fears,
Experiencing a life without my only love,
Something I never would have dreamed of
All I'm left with is our memories,
Of all the laughter we have shared,
And a broken heart that just won't heal,
Because of the pain that's living there
But good-bye is not an ending,
For we'll find our love someday,
And in our hearts we'll always share,
A part of yesterday .
Scared to love again,
Scared to show my feelings,
Scared to take a chance, cos I know it's another unrequited love.


today wake up at 7.15am brush teeth and fash face
after doing all thoose tink was onli 7.45am i meeting 5Loves
at 8.15am so watched the guo zhu xian mei ((:
until chartper 6 , meeted them and headed to skool
went class study my english ten 8.45am start exam until 9.45am
not badd lahhx ((: can pass ;x
went Art room do the clay that stupid boy sitted beside me and i tot
is kimberly wanted to hit him Hahhaahhs xDD
cox he was just nw sitted behind me de lorrhhx .
after doing go recess see until kimberly de *** wif group of girls
fck them ! go back class study our maths and blablablas~
after skool went detention but ten detention area was full !
ten stand at there ahDEAR & me legs pain so sit outside genral office
and ppl wan to sit so karr lann go makan ;D
slack and toke until 3.30pm go there sit until 4pm and leave (:
go background there slack lorhhx they forget to take ahDEAR de
hp now kenna take by teacher fck !
nbm (: she was damm dulann and walked away .
KMei&Me headed to Plaza had my dinner and walked to my hse
slack under blk ten go home at .6.45pm lyk tat
bath and headed down to buy fullscrap and gan two pens cost $2.40
went home reivion my MotherTongue (:
sms wif ahGirl she wanted to meet me tml ! ((:
WEETUWEETS !


Leonard brought tis three for me (:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
多麼希望你是对的人狠心对谁 学不会
我却还是 爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
也曾经为爱憔悴 伤了几回


morning wake up and sleep until 12pm
perpare and meet leonard under blk liao headed to
paya lebar (: on the way down quarrel wif that ASS
redo my extention now i had 15 (:
so quarrel wif that ASS again . he pushed me infornt
of so mani ppl and i shoutted at him so he dunnoe behind me say wad and
ten quarrel qaureel until my tear drop again ! _|_
so headed dwn to town first makan and both of us are okays !
shopp around aqnd ten walked to far east brought a tee at
BUS-STOP cost $26
ten go walk walk and headed to leonard hse awhile and ten
cabb down to plaza found kimberly (:
went waston help my bro buy tink and ten go minstoon leonard
brought me a teddy bear cost $59.90 ! WOOTS.
walked to jiancai blk meet him and ten walk to my blk there slack
wif leonard&kim too .
went home at 8plus bath and cooked noodles ((:

i'm sorry my boy x'(
he brought for me ((:

wake up damm early cox duunoe who ring our door bell
karr lann and slp again until 11plus ten wake up.
went perpare and meeted leonard under my blk and headed to Jurong Point .
had my lunch at LongJohnSliver , leonard told me sometink
and make me dun wan to eat LJS again -.=
after eatting go toy "R" us saw a soft toy so cute , keep
call leonard to buy for me and he brought for me ! ((:
last , i brought a tink for my ahDEAR too ! xDD
after tat go Kiddy Palace buy shower tink (: and ten
tat asshole go kup two shampoo .
nothing to walk liao so headed home lorrhhx .
reach home at 5plus ba that ass go AMK
mother cooked dinner makan hao liao went back room look
throught english worksheet and found out my textbook all leave at skool !
WhatTheFuck . monday there will be CT liao
siann bodoh !~
I LET GO MY 2ND LIP PERECING !

he asked me accompany him to vivo ,
at first i told him okays the but ten it the first time
go out with him and with his friends so awhile later i
told him i dont feel like going i telled him my reason and
he dont want reply me liao .
just msq him and he say that he dulann me .
Haisyoosh ... dont know what to do lahhx

you promise not to leave me , dont broke the promise .
Seasons may change, but my love for you dont ♥

Nothing is gonna change my love & care for you

SinYi xD
14歳
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Viewing

Memories gradually wither and fall by my side
I cannot rouse the moving images from before
Just let me stay on the brink of reincarnation
and wait for a ray of light
Looking back at time at the predictions we've once made
Right before the future and right after the past
Did you smile when you found out what a wonderful thing it was
Our hearts have found a love
We found an everlasting love
310308 , 10.03pm <3
♥Baby♥